And oh what a wonderful Glow…
Since we’re speaking of Glow Ups in just 8 days, Lord willing, I will turn 27 on the 27th. A few people have asked me what I want for my birthday and can I be honest. I’m constantly trying to figure out what the Lord wants for my life, and how to be obedient and accepting of His will. That will always be first on the list, but I have to admit there are some things I do want. I know that the Lord knows the desires of my heart but my desires are not always things I need. And the Lord will always provide me with with what I need. I’m just being real about some of the things I would like to experience in my lovely twenty seventh year.
- To have both of my personal businesses come to fruition. I truly believe they will serve so many individuals, spread love into the lives of others, unite strengthen the community. Which leads me to getting a clearer vision on the third venture that ties them altogether.
- REAL SELF LOVE. Like when the lights are out and its only me left in the room with all of my past experiences, current pitfalls and successes, and future aspirations. Love the woman I am in my deep chocolate entirety. All my scars, physical and mental, rejuvenated cells, kinky coils, soft buttery brown skin, resilient heels, and strong ego but also fragile at the same time.
- Clarity, clarity, clarity, crystal clear dear! Granted I am aware that I will never have all of the answers but I still would like to work toward being more aware and focused on what I want. A clear understanding of my purpose or simply the gift to listen to what Lord is telling me. I am sure he speaks but am I actually being still or quiet enough to hear when he speaks to me? I want that. Alladat.
- A true romantic companion. When I say true, I mean something like I have yet to experience. I want a DEEP connection, like ya girl is talking unfathomable. Playful to passionate debates occur, and in the midst of all the words there is a tranquil quietness. A type of connection where there is peace in the moments of silence. I want his skin to end where mines begin, and no not sexually but we’re simply a genuine extension of one another because we care and WORK to make each other elevated. Yes, I appreciate and love all of my friends and family, but that male/female partnership, I believe, is crucial to healthy living especially when their is a state intimacy that is multifaceted.
These are just a few things that I want. But what do I know?